dont take this wrong. but i think youll get what i mean when i say the days after finally meeting you were some of the worst in my life. there were moments where i think i would have given anything to change the way things were. i could have too. it would have put us in even more danger but i could have. and it just might have been worth it. but i didnt.
fuck. i should have been there. i should have always been there. and i wasnt. im sorry. im so fucking sorry.
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but i think youll get what i mean when i say the days after finally meeting you were some of the worst in my life.
there were moments where i think i would have given anything to change the way things were.
i could have too.
it would have put us in even more danger but i could have.
and it just might have been worth it.
but i didnt.
fuck.
i should have been there.
i should have always been there.
and i wasnt.
im sorry.
im so fucking sorry.