bluntality: (I'm outtie)
Jean Kirschtein ([personal profile] bluntality) wrote in [community profile] robodicking2013-08-13 07:59 pm

this au is horrible

[Weeks ago, if you'd asked Jean, living in a barn wouldn't exactly strike him as an ideal situation. It's musty and dirty and not at all glorious, not outfitted with modern amenities or a perfect shelter from the elements. Not fitting for a soldier, though a soldier could make do. But a soldier who had been taught and trained and turned out amongst the best and had taken firm hold of the opportunity for a better life with both hands shouldn't have to just make do.

A soldier also shouldn't have to claw his way out of the hell, choking and sputtering on the fumes and ashes of a burning city and struggling not to collapse among the suddenly crushing weight of the only person he had managed to save in the end, out of the hundreds of thousands he'd sworn to protect. No human should, no matter what they've been trained for. Nothing could prepare someone for that.

A lot has changed since then.

Jean's barely listening to the conversation at this point as he peers around the loft. It's still dusty in the corners, housing crates and straw, but he pays it no mind. It's the smell of horses, the memory that comes with it in his mind. Of his home city, of the military stables. Of better times.

He's quiet as he finds a propped hatch to the roof, and slips out. And sits.]
hatcheting: art credit; hicstreme [tumblr] (against the stone)

[personal profile] hatcheting 2013-08-14 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ marco hasn't slept since some time before they arrived to the village early, early that morning, let in by familiar faces. he's sore and in need of rest, but is too on edge as though he still needs to remain on the look out even within the well secured walls. he can't yet (and may never) shake the feeling that no matter how safe it seems, something could still go wrong within. he had found out as much was possible the hard way several weeks back, and at a cost.

even with the unshakable gnaw of his shot nerves it's a comfort to see sasha, to be able to thank her to her cheerful face for her and her families hospitality. she ties a handkerchief casing a handful of dandelions and the end of a loaf of bread to his belt loop for he and jean before they part. marco fails to see her sticking behind to make sure he actually can climb the ladder like he told her he'd be able to, chewing anxiously at her lip and cringing once when he nearly slips more than once. despite the struggle, he manages, same as he's done so far in his journey from the city.

past the pile of thin sheets that have been stacked for them (sasha's father has promised mattresses to be delivered later, they just have to go get them), the dust and the straw, he looks for jean and finds a spot of light coming from the open hatch to his right that marco at first missed.

marco drops his hatchet and dirty overshirt to the side before he sticks his head out, smiling when he sees jean, though it's only been several minutes at most since he had last. ]


Hey, give me a hand getting out.
hatcheting: art credit; hicstreme [tumblr] (to the hours of bodies breaking)

[personal profile] hatcheting 2013-08-14 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ takes the hand offered and hauls himself up, with only a little struggle, using jeans hold afterwards mostly to make sure he's not going to slip as he settles down to sit beside him. ]

Thanks.
hatcheting: art credit; khajidont [tumblr] (they seem so very scared)

[personal profile] hatcheting 2013-08-14 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

[ he was cooped up inside for a while himself, though jean is easily the last person to need to be reminded of as much. most of that time was a blur to him. marco starts fussing with the ties sasha left on the handkerchief gave to him, nails catching weakly on the small knots and slipping several times before it starts to cooperate. ]

I have breakfast, by the way. When I can get to it.
Edited (butts) 2013-08-14 05:58 (UTC)
hatcheting: art credit; khajidont [tumblr] (i look into the mirror)

[personal profile] hatcheting 2013-08-14 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
Ah!

[ there it goes. he manages to detach it without the whole thing falling open, unfolding the corners of it on his lap and collecting the few dandelions that try to scatter with his efforts as he does. ]

Oh.

[ pauses for a moment before offering an explanation: ] She didn't tell me about the bread. [ which is a pleasant surprise, one that certainly explains the size of the makeshift bag. hands it over to jean, starting to separate the flowers into even piles once he takes it. ] Here, rip this in half.
hatcheting: art credit; hicstreme [tumblr] (the muscles fought so long)

[personal profile] hatcheting 2013-08-14 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ he can smell it when jean rips it in half, and he takes a moment to close his eye and enjoy just that. the inside is still soft when he takes it back, something he hadn't noticed when he first passed it to jean. ]

Believe me, I won't waste a bite.

And these are yours. [ gestures down to the pile of fresh picked dandelions closer to jean, slightly larger than marcos own, though they're arranged to appear equal. he can't hold off much longer before taking the first bite of the bread. it's closer to a small nibble of the corner, cautious of being rid of it too soon, and is nothing shy of wonderful, leaving him grinning back at jean. ]
hatcheting: art credit; hicstreme [tumblr] (to the hours of bodies breaking)

[personal profile] hatcheting 2013-08-14 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ the benefit of his small bites is that he could possibly talk around it without being too muffled. could, of course, were he not using that extra space to pop a few dandelions into place beside the bread. he offers jean a thumbs up in place of a your welcome.

he's entirely content to stay there eating in silence under the warming morning sun, tension falling from his shoulders with every bite, and stomach settling on full instead of teetering on the edge of enough for a change. ]
hatcheting: art credit; hicstreme [tumblr] (to another magnet)

[personal profile] hatcheting 2013-08-14 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
This is nice.

[ leans into jeans side, a little, heavier than intended but with a full stomach has come the reminder that he is in fact quite tired. ]

Really nice.
hatcheting: art credit; hicstreme [tumblr] (i married in the sun)

[personal profile] hatcheting 2013-08-14 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Nice enough I can hardly believe it.

[ laughs a little, despite the fact that it's entirely true, and starts to fold the remainder of their food lightly into the handkerchief still on his lap, so they dont roll off without his notice. ]
hatcheting: art credit; hicstreme [tumblr] (now we look up in)

[personal profile] hatcheting 2013-09-01 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ he tucks the remainder of jeans things away with his, sighing through his nose as silence settles — not of any sense of frustration, but relaxed, content. ]

I can't be sure. Do you think we should ask?

[ licks his lips as he thinks, gathering the crumbs he couldn't tell were hidden at the scarred corner of his mouth as he does. ]

Maybe we should wait until someone comes back with the mattresses. So we don't have to run around looking for a familiar face.